Omnia mors aequat

Disclaimer/explanation/etc: This is a code diary and most of this won't make sense; I'm largely talking to myself. If you like to watch other people flay their own brain in real time though (I sure do!) knock yourself out.

I have this rampant, rampant overdesigning problem-- but, I think, it takes a slightly different form than most overdesigning problems, at least the ones I observe-in-public. It's not that I get lost among the trees. I hate deep detail diving, actually. It's that I can see the entire shape of a problem but consistently lack the muster, rapport or simple trust to delegate anyone other than myself-- and 'myself' is consistently smaller than projected (a history of mania distorts this, it does).

( prelude )

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